Bad Day

Today has not been a very good day for me. I can't quit crying and all day I have been extremely sick to my stomach. I keep thinking, maybe I can't have anymore children. I know that it will happen when God wants it to happen, so I shouldn't even worry. I'm not capable of not worrying. I'm a worry-wart! How do I talk myself into not being so obsessive? I don't know what is wrong with me today. Maybe I'm coming down with something. Too much pressure on me. I wish I could be more like my husband. He never worries or at least he doesn't let it affect him. I think one main reason it bothers me so much is because I want all of my children to know my Dad and time is running out.