Well, our mission to tta until May has failed. I took a pregnancy test yesterday to "ease my mind" because I was a little late. I was so stunned to see those two big, bold lines pop up, that I almost fainted. I think I'm still in shock. I was just getting use to the idea that I may not try anymore. So much has been going on in my life and I have been so stressed out, I was not expecting this.
I think for some weird reason, I ovulated early this past month. I had fertile quality cm very early on and even my program said that it was too early, so I dismissed it. I guess I shouldn't have done that. Just two months ago I was trying to conceive. Why am I not ecstatic? I feel like I get a little freedom in myself and BOOM, I get sent back to self-imprisonment. Why do I feel like that?! I should be very happy. Hopefully it is just my hormones.
Our Journey to Five has Officially Started!!
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