Callin' Ralf

Not quite to that point yet, but man do I feel nauseous! I think it is finally setting in. Tim came home yesterday and the first thing he said to me was, “How’s my pregnant woman doing?” It’s still weirding me out, but I’m feeling a little better about being preggers again.

Surprise, Surprise!

Well, our mission to tta until May has failed. I took a pregnancy test yesterday to "ease my mind" because I was a little late. I was so stunned to see those two big, bold lines pop up, that I almost fainted. I think I'm still in shock. I was just getting use to the idea that I may not try anymore. So much has been going on in my life and I have been so stressed out, I was not expecting this.
I think for some weird reason, I ovulated early this past month. I had fertile quality cm very early on and even my program said that it was too early, so I dismissed it. I guess I shouldn't have done that. Just two months ago I was trying to conceive. Why am I not ecstatic? I feel like I get a little freedom in myself and BOOM, I get sent back to self-imprisonment. Why do I feel like that?! I should be very happy. Hopefully it is just my hormones.

Our Journey to Five has Officially Started!!

TTA

Well, we successfully avoided throughout the month of December and I still haven't changed my mind about January yet. I think we are going to tta until May. Charting is an excellent method of birth control too. I love my Ovusoft software! It's awesome. http://www.ovusoft.com Check it out.

Merry Christmas!

Fascinating

The Fertile-Focus microscope is the most amazing little instrument I have bought in a while. I actually saw ferning today. When I saw it this morning, I told dh to come look at the difference and he thought it was awesome too. He wants to put other things on it to see how they look now. LOL We have been watching too much Dexter I guess, because he wants to see what blood looks like that close up. I haven't let him do it yet. ;o)

On another note, I'm kind of enjoying my break from ttc. I haven't been worrying all month about when would be the optimal time for bding. I'm almost thinking of putting it off longer, but I'm sure that I will probably change my mind again next month. I tend to do that a lot. ;oP

Early Christmas Present

I am so lucky to have the most wonderful husband in the whole world! Last night, he surprised me with a very early Christmas present. He knew that I wanted a new rocker-recliner if we were going to have another baby. So, last night he brought home an Ashley leather rocker-

recliner that matches our couch exactly.

The picture is tan, but our is dark brown. It is wonderfully comfortable and hopefully it will get a lot of good use when the baby comes. :)

ashleyfurniture.com

Fertile Focus Has Arrived

The new gadget I ordered has arrived today. I decided to try it out when it came this morning to see if I could see anything. It has surpassed my expectations! You can see, as clear as day, the results. I knew I wouldn't be fertile at this time and the lens showed the "non-fertile" view almost exactly as it shows on the brochure. You can adjust it to your vision. It is just neato and for the price, is an exceptional buy! I'm am very pleased. As I get closer to my fertile time, I will update to see how well I can see the "ferning" process.